Monday, November 22, 2010
CD19 & anxious
Ugh, I don't know what my problem is today. Just feeling very anxious to know what this cycle will bring....either AF or a +. I am forcing myself to wait until AF is due (12/1/10) to test because of the HCG shot I received. I don't want it to be a false positive from the hormones. Really, I just want to know either way. Obviously + would be the best option here, but knowing either way would help at this point. Praying for release of the anxiety of the 2ww and also comfort & peace in knowing I'm not in control of it anyway regardless. Thank you all for following/listening. Stay tuned, 9 more days for details, or sooner or later depending on what may come of this month!!
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I know the wait is hard (really I do!), but try not to think about it too much! Keep yourself super busy, which is probably not too hard for you to do :) and these next 9 days will fly by! If you need someone to help keep your mind off of things just give me a call! Thinking of you and praying for you and Tim like always! Love ya! <3
ReplyDeleteThanks Casey, I will try very hard to keep busy. My friend Abby is home from NY and her mom who was just put on Hospice is at home now so I'm staying kinda busy with that. I'm exhausted at nighttime so I don't really do much to take my mind off of it! But you know what? Maybe I'll give you a call and we can do dinner/lunch/drinks something. Thank you for that offer. I believe I will take you up on it! Thank you for being such a good friend! I miss you tons! Love you too girl! :)
ReplyDeleteHello Lissa! I am trying to think if I know you or not...lol. I have been to many tiny purpose meetings, but not sure if we ever met. I actually haven't been there in quite sometime, but I saw this blog on Sunshine's blog page. Hope you don't mind I checked it out! My name is Regina Babcock by the way....
ReplyDeleteFirst, I am so sorry about your past losses. :( There are no words to describe the devastation of losing a child--no matter how small they are! My heart is pulling for you and praying for you b/c I know and understand that 2 week wait and the DEEP DEEP ache to want to be a mother to earthly children!!!
Secondly, you very positive and I commend you for that--many people are seeing your strength and God's mighty power by you sharing your story. Thanks for being so transparent!
Third, I want to encourage you!!! There was a point in time where I had accepted that I would probably not have a baby. After years of trying, we achieved pregnancy, followed by three devastating miscarriages, each more painful and heartrending than the previous. After bouts of fertility treatments we achieved pregnancy and had our first baby girl this past july. Looking back, I know that infertility was a must on my journey for God to mold me and develop in a me a spirit of steadfastness. My pain and sorrow was the path to my ministry to other women going through similar heartache. Infertility has been one of the greatest gifts God has ever given me....
And even though God has blessed us beyond our wildest dreams and we are parents to Jane, infertility will still always be a part of my life. It's a scar that never goes away completely.....
I am looking forward to the day when I get on here and see that you are pregnant! I am believing God for this miracle that you will have a baby to hold in your arms... :-)
Let me know if there's anything I can do for you dear one.... :-)
Love,
Regina
AW~ Regina found you, Lissa! This woman was the reason I decided to go to the fertility specialist. And her strength and faith in the Lord is contagious! Thanks Regina for ministering to those you don't even know!!
ReplyDeleteLissa, do not allow the 2ww to consume you. Keep busy with other things and remember that you are right, you are not in control of any of it and but only by the grace of God will you become pregnant. And then the LONGER wait to make sure everything is okay with the baby. It will happen for us and it will be good and girlfriend, you have the best doctors in the world working with you!!
I am believing that this is the month for you and hoping that your wait is short lived.
Regina~Thank you so much for finding me and praying for me and following me. That means a ton to touch people I don't even know and to gain support from people I don't know. Not sure if I know you from TP or not or from somewhere else, but I suppose it doesn't matter really!! ;)I thank you for your very kind words!! I sure am hoping this is the month, but have not gotten all my hopes up, just most of them...lol! ;) Stay tuned!!
ReplyDeleteSunshine~Thank you so much for being you, through everything! I've been trying to stay busy, the holidays kinda help with that too. Tomorrow is CD24, so only 4 more days to test after that!! It's almost there, we'll see if it's AF or +. I feel very confident that I indeed do have the best doctors in the world on my side and they are so positive and insistant that this is going to work!! :) Hoping this month is it! Love you friend~!
Thinking of you and wondering if you are having any symptoms of either pending period or possible pregnancy! My first symptoms the first few days before test date were tender boobs and extreme fatigue, mixed with a little nausea.
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